Thanks, @dark red drifter vessel. Status Still no sexual activity since last. I also haven't watched any sexy music videos that I can remember, and I haven't ogled anyone outside. Boy, going without sex and masturbation is getting on my nerves. I feel frustrated and I guess a little angry. Getting married is a long way away from me, if ever. I'll probably just M. Or not. Either way I'm pretty frustrated. I'll think and pray about marriage I guess. I have noticed that when I don't M or have sex I have a drive to accomplish things... but since I'm disabled, doing things is hard for me, and I don't do them and just get frustrated.