Status I did some FM today, hoping to get some relief from the urge to MO, but it didn't work out that way. I just Med without orgasming, and fantasised some immoral fantasies. I'm not sure what I accomplished, positive or negative, if anything. I reset my counter but I added a line in my signature trying to show that I'm only doing M minimally. TheUnderdog says not to focus on streaks anyway. I had some vivid dreams, including a sexual one that I don't really remember now. I still want to MO and I'm not sure what I should do. Rewiring I found my other knitting needle. Yeah I have knitting in my apartment. I read on Nintendo's Brain Age 2 that knitting can help with rewiring, so I should probably resume it. I'll have to learn how again and then keep practicing it, but I really don't want to for some reason. But, maybe I'll give it a try, it's probably not as bad as I think. Watch this space. Perhaps I'm not sufficiently motivated. But I hope nothing bad happens to motivate me, I've been through a lot already. To-do I know I did some M today but I still think I should reward myself for going 36 days without M. Edit the next day: I viewed a knitting tutorial yesterday to help with rewiring today but didn't actually try it. I felt shaky and anxious while it was going on, which I think meant that rewiring was going on or at least brain-clearing in preparation for rewiring.