Status No porn or acting out. I am thinking that occasionally looking at attractive women on the internet might do me a little good, if I'm careful about not being triggered. Internet addiction Today I put off going on the internet for about 1 hour only. I stimmed and watched educational TV and cooked and ate breakfast listened to the radio, but I began to feel bad for myself for some reason that I forget now, and decided to be good to myself by letting myself go on my notebook PC and on the internet. I've only been on the internet for about 20 minutes at this point, and I'm hoping to go off it again and spend a lot of time off of it. Maybe I can read my Bible, read another book, meditate and exercise then. I'm having a hard time meditating and reading my Bible and exercising and I don't know why. None of these things are particularly hard, I just don't want to do them. I can't seem to will myself to meditate for example. Oh well maybe I'll think of the reason why soon. Edit: I got off the internet and had a long bath and went back to bed, but I still haven't read or meditated or exercised, so I'm not sure if it's a win. To-do Grocery shopping trip where I am supposed to get my reward cake is coming up soon. More than a year without porn, I'm so happy. Also buying some pop will help keep me happy.