Update Less than a few hours since my last update. I just MOed. (For your information.) It was to sexual fantasy that I wouldn't be able to do in real life. Lessons learned Don't look at sexual images or porn if I don't want to MO. It's also possible that I'm thinking about sex way too much, even if it's about trying to quit. Maybe I'm even getting too excited about sex reading other people's messages here, or writing my own. Sex fantasy Unlike most people here I seem to have a habit of unrealistic and probably immoral sexual fantasies, which are a habit for masturbation for me. I've mentioned this at various times in my journal here, but I don't have a solution. I seldom see others post about it here, and no solutions that I know of. I don't really know what to do about it except maybe try to think of the people I'm fantasising about respectfully and appropriately, and then maybe I won't have fantasies about them. These are imaginary and real people, also. I guess it's something I'm going to have to think about, or talk to someone about. Final section Thanks for reading. Appointment with psychiatrist tomorrow, I have to be up in eight hours, which isn't enough sleep for me, but I'll just go tired.