Day 27. I still am getting strong urges, but I haven't relapsed. I am proud of myself for not relapsing, I should probably reward myself with something I like (that's not porn). I wonder what I like (that's not porn). I like movies (that are not porn), or books. Maybe I should just get out more often. I am pretty socially anxious still, so I am going to have difficulty getting out, but I can do it a little more I think. I read somewhere, I think on yourbrainonporn.com, that in the rebooting process your brain is like a table that's had one leg cut off (this is the addiction or porn leg), and instead of learning to rebalance on three legs your brain will do anything to convince you to put the addiction leg back on. Well, I think my increased temptations lately are my brain trying to get me to put the porn leg back on. But I have to fight it until completion, that is, until my brain finally rebalances on the three legs it was supposed to be on the entire time. I have found writing e-mails to my social worker something I can do to kill the boredom, but I need more toys and an occupation to keep me busy. Posting here helps too, but mostly I need an occupation . Thanks for reading.