I only keep relapsing to porn and cam sites because of this particular fetish.

Discussion in 'Pornography Addiction' started by germanshepherd07, May 3, 2014.

  1. germanshepherd07

    germanshepherd07 New Member

    I got flack back then for mentioning this fetish(for still unknown reasons)but it's a fetish one can tell that is not mainstream yet. I often relapse most of the time to cam sites just to see women do it and search for porn specifically with the fetish in it.

    I think I experienced withdrawal for the first time with porn and I felt irritable and tired. When I relapsed last month(It was like only a week without the porn/cammies), I felt euphoria and happiness again. That did not last long. That night, I was irritable as fuck for spending my hard-earned cash on something so mundane and stupid.

    If I were to keep going, is it possible the brain itself will find this fetish abhorrent down the road? This fetish only came up through years of porn use and escalation to more genres not that common with the average person.
     
  2. neale

    neale New Member

    get the porn rubbish out of your head
     

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