I am 56 years old and a Christian who is sick and tired of spending anytime looking at and masturbating to porn. I started off with a fetish for ladies in pantyhose when I was a teenager. Sneaking in my brothers bedroom and looking at his magazines started my porn habit. I will share more later. I need to speak with someone, preferably middle aged, that can somewhat relate. I am very serious about quitting porn and masturbation. I am also married to a beautiful woman that does not approve of or understand my addiction. If I don't get control of this problem now, I am positive that I will lose everything. I'm desperate for help.