I lied regarding my success

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by confusedindividual, May 16, 2017.

  1. Here's a quick flashback. I'm the guy who made it in the TV underwear commercial and met my dream girl. The truth is slightly different. I am still single. The only real success is kissing a girl I approached the same day almost 2 and a half years ago after almost 14 days of nofap. Since then I went on long stretches of abstinence but always went back to porn or Webcam chatting showing my body to women. Still a porn addict. Always will be. No superpowers but I am seeing a super hot psychologist. We don't kiss, we don't fuck. We talk. Today, at the end of the session I almost died with the urge to kiss and make out with her. This is no lie. But I didn't. Because my brain told me it would be inappropriate. She also alluded to my impotence in a metaphor I can't translate into English because she's French (I live in France despite being a native English speaker). So that's that. No sex since 2011 before discovering nofap with a woman I found out is now dead, and a kiss on the lips to a stranger 14 days into my first attempt at nofap. By the way, I'm schizophrenic and on antipsychotics all known for having sexual side effects. I want to apologize for lying. The success stories were making me jealous so I decided to make up one of my own.
     
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  2. While it's admirable you came clean, this is really messed up. I hope you get the help you need and maybe achieve some semblance of the success stories you were jealous of.
     
  3. I have been in therapy for the past year.
     
  4. Joshua Shea

    Joshua Shea Active Member

    Whichever parts of the first story that are true or not, or this story....are you sure PMO is the problem you should be working on? Seems like you've got some much deeper stuff going on. Whatever the truth is, good luck to you.
     
  5. Living

    Living Active Member

    I think there is only one person you should apologize to and that is yourself. You should not be rebooting for us, you should reboot for yourself only. We are only here to support you, not to judge you. I hope you will see that and get the most out of the help we can give you.
     
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  6. Maybe porn isn't the problem. That being said I think nofap is an important part of self improvement.
     
  7. I see what you are saying but alot of people talk about less social anxiety while on nofap as one of the benefits.
     
  8. 40New30

    40New30 Keep going

    Porn and jerking off are only part of the problem, get yourself healthy, bro.
     
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