porn addiction is real and only you can stop it. I realize I will eventually lose my job if this ever comes out or the bank finally asks me about these charges I frequently make. I don't want to lose my dream job(I work with MWDs and not many people get to do that)and I'm tired of being depressed. I do suffer from OCD but I believe that porn escalates my mood swings. I hope I have made the right choice and that live cam women needs to get out of my life along with porn. I'm turning 25 in 77 days and I do not want to spend the rest of my life shelling out money to girls that are not even emotionally invested since it's just for play or becoming an embarrassment of myself if anyone ever inquires why I'm broke all the time. My mother has asked a couple of weeks ago why are you broke? I came up with the lame excuse of gas prices(I drive like 200 miles per week lol). I'm sorry I have made this multiple times before but you only have one shot at life. I can lose that shot forever if I keep being the man I am now. A beta, lol.