I’m 21 years old now and I really really wanna quit. I wanna live my life like a normal young adult. Porn is gradually damaging me and it’s getting harder to quit that I wanna cry sometimes. I’m quiet religious and I knw God has helped me at different times. It’s so bad that I do it at home, at work, anywhere I can just get a lil bit of privacy. I even did it in the airport toilet once. I realized I mostly do this when I’m really stressed up and frustrated. I mostly don’t MO more than once in a day and I don’t do it consequentively. I’m always relapsing after 2-3/4 days, sometimes a week. The most I’ve gone is 17days without PMO and I was soo glad I really thought that’s was it mehn. Until I became stressed and frustrated and I relapsed again. Was soo dissapointed in my self. I lost my virginity at the age of 18. Which I wish I didn’t sometimes cause it has made me horny and craving sex alot. I don’t have a stable girlfriend and I think I’ve had sex like 10-12times over the past 4 years since I lost my virginity. Not having constant sex is also one of the reasons that contributed to my masturbation Habits. I get sexually frustrated a lot and since good PMO is always there, I don’t think too much before I engage myself. I started MO before I eventually had sex for the first time. And unlike normal virgins, I didn’t Ejaculate with a condom on but I was able to last for a longtime. In other words, I had “Delayed Ejaculation” which I didn’t pay attention to at first. Till date I still can’t Orgasm with a condom on, It has never happened. The minute I remove the condom, I ejaculate in a minute or 2. I can’t go around having unprotected sex. Pls help me guys, how can I solve this issue, I’m really bothered. How can I rewire my brain to be able to orgasm with a condom on like normal people.