I’m back after a while

Discussion in 'Ages 30-39' started by Mudshovel, Feb 7, 2021.

  1. forlorn

    forlorn Well-Known Member

    Sorry to hear that. I would forget about these individuals. Don't make any further effort with them, you deserve better friends.
     
  2. Mudshovel

    Mudshovel Member

    I’m doing pretty good resisting porn. I did feel a very strong urge when I came home today, however, upon realizing I have to re enter the whole WiFi password and waiting 10 minutes for it to start up I was just too lazy to go through with it. It’s been two days without a non-porn jerk off. I’m not upset. I was in a really bad porn streak and I managed to break out of it. Jerking off without using porn is like using a nicotine patch instead of smoking.
     
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  3. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    I find those kind of hurdles very helpful. Sometimes all it takes is a delay for you to come to your senses, like entering a password, etc. That's why I use multiple blockers. All the best with this streak
     
  4. Mudshovel

    Mudshovel Member

    Well I MO’d thinking about this one girl from work who I saw after work when she was wearing this skimpy outfit. Reset. Still managed to stay away from porn though.
     
  5. Mudshovel

    Mudshovel Member

    Doing good so far, resisting the porn and the jerking off without porn. I’m super stressed about moving all my stuff back to the states where I’m from so haven’t really been in the mood for porn.
     
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  6. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

    Interesting how stress can alternately lead us to or away from P. Keep up the good streak
     
  7. Mudshovel

    Mudshovel Member

    Yeah man. Stress is really keeping my mind off it for now. But it doesn’t feel good at all. I’ll be back in my home country in a week and a half but I’m leaving behind a lot and I feel like shit about it.
     
  8. Mudshovel

    Mudshovel Member

    Hey guys. Still in it somehow. I think it’s been about a week since my last MO relapse. As soon as I wake up there’s just so much on my mind that there’s literally zero interest in it. Before I fully wake up though, that’s when I’m most likely to relapse. My dreams have been getting more sexual lately.
     
  9. Mudshovel

    Mudshovel Member

    Again with the dreams. I woke up with a weak erection but not a very strong urge. Last night I was thinking about a lot of things having to do with my living situation when I go back and then just randomly started getting these urges which was weird because I wasn’t even aroused by anything. It was like my brain wanted it just because I was bored or thinking about something stressful. It was like it just wanted it as a distraction.
     
  10. Rudolf Geyse

    Rudolf Geyse Well-Known Member

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