iI've been off porn for like 8 months with 2 relapses during that time and yet I haven't had any sex or even come close (apart from when I approached a girl on the street once). My fear of getting rejected still holds me back big time even though I'm a decent looking guy and have a good physique from working out 4 times a week for the past two years. It's as if a part of me deep down believes I"m not worthy or something. I've been through a chronic depression and came close to suicide a couple of times after one of my brothers hanged himself 6 years ago. I would really like to be in a relationship deep down but i guess have a fear of being hurt and going through the depression I've been through again, that would be too much. I'm passionate about working out and want to become a personal trainer. My longest relationship was 3 or 4 months with a woman I didn't care too much for and during that time I was on nofap without knowing it simply because I had no access to internet porn at the time. I remember gatting hard when we would make out and cuddle but we never had sex for reasons I would rather not go into (nothing personal). Anyway I ended up moving and haven't even come close to being in a relationship since. Any advice from you guys could really help. Thanx.