Things have been going... Ok. I recently have developed much anxiety about gojng out in public with him. I have irrational fears that every woman he sees and finds attractive means that he wants her. He talked about this one woman that used to come I to his work and every time he imagined her naked. Every time! I want to see her. I want to compare her to me. I am so incredibly worried that he finds these other women more attractive than me. This feeling is overwhelming to the point that I feel like I am willing to give up our life together. I don't know how to trust and believe what he says. I don't know how to feel good enough. I feel like I don't know anything anymore. I just want to be normal again.