Hi, I'm 19 years old and have had sexual encounters with 3 different girls, when I were aged 16-17 an so were they. Objectively, they were all great looking and horny girls you should want to 'destroy' in bed prettt much. Well my erections were terrible with all 3 girls. I wouldn't cum from getting jerked and getting oralled hurt me so that wasn't an option. That put a lot of pressure on me, sure mustn't be fun for the girl. Girl 3 I tried to have sex with I got mediocre erection, she sucked me a small bit (should be fine now, no pain, had wrong masturbation strokes) but my mediocre erectipn turner numb a few seconds after she I penetrates with her on top of me. Needless to say, all of this scared me. Even now I'm still worried I might be gay even tho I dint fantasize about men. I do check them out to compare myself and even that worries me, because previously I thought a men should get an erection from a nake girl instantly and that thought kinda sticked. Anyways I masturbated since age 8 and watched porn since age 12 or so, eventually watching mostly big titted milfs. I tried to stop quite often the past year and now I think I'm succesful with that. I have watched porn about 3 times the last 2 months but probably masturbated with real life girl fantasies about 10 times. I saw this youtube clip of this guy explaining how our brain with evolution isnt ready for porn but fantasy masturbation is ok. Anyways I met this nice girl and ill be home alone in 1.5 week, at which point we will likely have sex. Last time I was with her we had some good kissing on her couch and I got erect, even though I knew 100% no sex this night. Also I can get erection within 30 sec-1 min or so while fantasizing masturbating, do you think I will get a fine erection or should I have better symptoms?