Day 10- I MO'd again. I was out and about touring DC. The first thing I do when I get to my hotel is turn on the escort ads site and MO. The rubbing just left too good. I said to myself, it's just a small peek, no big deal. Well, I went all the way. I just gotta be careful. Sex is a very intimate thing, we can't just do it with any person. It takes time and attraction, physical and mental to arrive to that area. For anyone who does not think is doomed to live the life I am living now. I am living from one orgasm to another. :| So, the next time I get cravings, I just have to not watch porn or escort ads. The addiction is basically to MO to artificial stimuli. No Orgasm at all is the plan. On another note, I feel incredible now. Not having to think about wanting to orgasm or whether or not to see that escort makes my mind fluid, happier and more energetic. I don't know if this is a good thing because it may have trained my brain to seek MO'ing rather than talking to real girls because the high was soOOO high. No orgasm will fix this. No exceptions. The battleground is the mind, I simply have to cut out my mind from fantasizing at all to girls. Not give attention. if I do find something I like, not dwell in it but know that I am worthy of it and can get it.