Re: Hockey's journal - 20 year old's road to recovery Day 3 Yesterday went pretty well and I got a lot of stuff done. Currently working on an English paper. I have to admit I feel terrible. Quitting chew 6 days ago and my last relapse being 3 days ago really has built up some stress. I also feel like I'm getting sick. Went to the gym today and had a good workout and socialized but I still feel shitty. Not the relapse weak feeling shitty but like an intense stress, aggressive wont be able to sleep type of shitty. But hey I guess I'm just on here bitching but you know what? I think its good for us to bitch on here, because I'm not the type to complain in real life. So if this website lets me get it all out that's what I'm going to do. I know those who are successful in no pmo would understand because well, they've been here.