So I masturbated like 20 hours ago. And I had an opportunity to have sex with a girl over the weekend which obviously didn't happen. However I'm not feeling down. Because I'm currently in conversation with about 8 girls. Who all like me and if I didn't have PIED I already would've had sex with them. Over the years I've been relying on E.D drugs to have sex. Not knowing what their future side effects would be. For the sake of my recovery I'm willing to try them for the next 90 days. And go natural after that. The idea is simple, I have access to multiple girls who I can have sex with. Which simply means in actual fact I shouldn't be masturbating. And these girls offer me a chance to rewire. So every time I feel like fapping I'll call one of the girls over. Also it's not just about the sex I want to can meet and just have a conversation, take a walk while holding hands etc... because I believe porn has switched up my mind so much I have to retrain my mind not to see women as just sexual objects. I hope things go my way so that I continue posting. For now I'm fapping for what would be the last time in my life.