Hey all! First time on this forum-here's my story

Discussion in 'Ages -19' started by Fapperoni, Oct 17, 2017.

  1. Fapperoni

    Fapperoni New Member

    Hey I'm 18yo porn addict who never even kissed. My first porn encounter was at age 12 but I wasn't hooked on it since I was 14 so maybe there's still hope for recovery hehe. It was caused by depression and kind of trauma. I got into weird fetishes which I'm disgusted at the moment thinking about it. Thank god I discovered no fap around June 2017. It really changed my life. Before I couldn't even talk to anyone and I'm not even mentioning girls. Since I started over 4 months ago I haven't even glanced at porn,however I did relapse looking at some milf pics (for me it's fucking disgusting but still it's the biggest turn on). So to summarize I haven't fapped or glanced at any sexual pic in 2 months and I think that I overcame a flatline that lasted for about a month. Now I'm feeling great and even began to socialize a little. Still my biggest concern are girls and I have no idea how to fix that problem... I can't just ignore the problem and wait until some girl initiates. I know that I'm handsome because girls are flirting with me but I just can't do anything... Maybe some of you know what I'm talking about so let's overcome it together. It's time to be a man and beat all of the shit that hunted us for years and the effects of that! Cheers boys, we can beat the addiction!
     
  2. Aziq

    Aziq Member

    Sup man, you still around? Just wanna say that you're describing really common things. Nobody's gonna call you a deviant or think you're sick.
    How's the abstinence going? Got any goals at the moment?
     
  3. Okc221

    Okc221 New Member

    I can relate to this. I am also 18 and even though I have kissed girls and done some sexual things, I am still a virgin which sucks because all my friends make fun of me for it. Everything worked fine for me up until about a year ago when I had an experience with a girl where I had ED which pretty much took away all the confidence I had with girls. Now I'm honestly terrified to hook up with a girl because if she goes for my dick I'm afraid I won't be able to get hard and disappoint her :(. I wish I could have a streak of 4 months, longest I can consistently go is 3-5 days without relapse even though I know that by relapsing I am just prolonging my virginity
     

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