Hi there - this is completely new to me, having never posted on a forum of any sort before. I think I need to do this tho, so I'm posting this on my phone from a corner of the pub. There might be typos... I'm 42, married, and have a young daughter. I've struggled with PMO addiction since my teens and, like a lot of people, have found it much more difficult since the internet came along. Until 4 years ago I struggled in silence and things got progressively worse. I finally got the courage (still not sure how) to share with my wife - she was amazingly supportive and that was definitely the beginning of my efforts to sort this out. I have relapsed several times since then but I discovered the NoFap community last year and started a proper reboot at the beginning of Oct last year. I've now been PMO free for 105 days - I think my longest stretch for a very long time. The last week tho (I really don't know why as life has been very good) I've been really struggling with temptation and have even gone as far as googling phrases I know I shouldn't - the kind of searches that seem OK but you know where they're leading. Unhelpfully I also stumbled on a mainstream erotic book which I really didn't need... Sorry to have rambled a bit but I've been hanging around the forum for a few weeks and I've found you guys a real inspiration. I'm serious about stopping for good - I'm already feeling the benefits of such a long clean run and I don't want to lose it. So I guess with this post I'm drawing a line in the sand and saying I'm not going back... Oh - and I'm also a Christian and have been so encouraged that I'm not the only one here!