Here we go again

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by machok, Mar 2, 2012.

  1. TheUnderdog

    TheUnderdog Active Member Staff Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    Dude, my morning erections go away as soon as I stand up lol.

    3 minutes is a lot!
     
  2. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    I had a meeting with the urologist and as I thought, the blood in my sperm & urine occurred because of prostatitis. I had a rather serious case of bacterial infested prostate and he said that it has most like been infected for many years, and also maybe affected my sperm fertility. So now I have take a two week long antibiotic cure and also masturbate regular during these weeks to flush the bacterias out of my systems(doctors orders :-\ ) I don't now if this infection have any thing to do with my erection probems, but it's a sure thing that it isn't healthy to go around for several years with an infection in your genitals. My Masturbation/Orgasm reboot will have a heavy set back for couple of weeks, but what else can I do. My main priority will be to get a healthy prostate and then continue with my reboot. But no PORN !

    PS: I also spoke briefly to the urologist about porn and masturbation and all he said was that he totally respected me for it and also talked about the "iron grip" while masturbation is a really bad thing. But we didn't talk about porn's effect on our brain chemistry.

    Peace out
     
  3. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    RELAPSE MOTHER F*** !

    I have masturbated two times this week but that is because my doctor told me to do so because of the prostatitis. But today I relapsed to porn again, oh fuck the chaser effect just took me an half an hour ago and I couldn't hold it any longer. But one positive thing is that it wasn't the big dopamine rush I expected, looked at it for 10 min or so before I climaxed......First looked at some shemale porn (my sworn enemy) but it wasn't that exciting actually, and then I just finished off with some soft core big ass chick. My erections was great the two times earlier this week and only with a minimum of fantasy it became erect very fast. Hope I haven't destroyed all the benefits I have made......my dick actually felt really nice and responded so well.

    I have also read some articles about the link between prostatitis and ED, so hopefully the antibiotic treatment will be good for me too.
     
  4. Psychosis

    Psychosis Guest

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    WEll, you were facing a difficult situation with having to masturbate on doctor's orders. Just try to get it back together, and minimize the chaser effect. You're doing really well, it just sucks that you have to MO because of that disease.
     
  5. Eugene

    Eugene New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO


    man you should definately visit URO doctor as soon as possible..

     
  6. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    You are right Psychosis, it's really important that I minimize the chaser effect. I actually feel that I have made much improvement with my personality as with my penis, just need to keep away from porn....it's poison. I am much more confident now and I can definitely feel women are attracted to me by their eye-goggling and behavior.

    Eugene: Is it urologist you mean ?? I went there earlier this week and I had a massive bacterial infection in my prostate.
     
  7. Eugene

    Eugene New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    yes, bacterial infection isn't REALLY serious, hope u recover
     
  8. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: Oh lord give me strength

    I caved in and looked at porn again yesterday, feel so ashamed and angry at myself. The horrible thing is that I wasn't even horny, classic addiction right there. Had a raging morning wood two days ago and it was so massive I had to sit down and bend it to take a piss, has been years since that have happened. All through the weekend my penis felt as big as I have ever seen it not erected, but today my dick is small, limp like it was during flatline :( I actually felt the benefits from no porn even though I have masturbated, but I think I really fucked it up big time with this last porn session. I'm so angry at my self, stupid idiot all this time reeboting for nothing :( Two times with porn and I fucked up my brain again, just stay away from porn you guys.

    Well I have to masturbate regularly this week because of my prostatitis, but I'm back on the no PMO next week.

    No porn or masturbation: Day 1, feel awful and castrated
     
  9. TheUnderdog

    TheUnderdog Active Member Staff Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    You didn't lose all your progress.

    It's just a step back.

    You're NOT back to zero.

    Keep going man!
     
  10. Psychosis

    Psychosis Guest

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    Hey man, I was thinking: since you have to masturbate on doctor's orders, why don't you try doing it without porn/fantasy of porn? If that doesn't work, try doing it to pictures of clothed women. And, if that doesn't work, women scantily clad. Also, don't do it to loads of different women, since that gives you such a dopamine rush to go from image of girl to girl, you know? Try sticking with one or two girls. This will mitigate your losses.
     
  11. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    TheUnderdog: Hope you're right, I find it hard to believe that after only two quick porn sessions I have destroyed everything. But I feel that I'm back to were I started the whole process.

    Psychosis: I try to masturbate without porn and I think it's much better to just masturbate as long it's without porn. When i masturbate I'm not thinking about porn clips at all actually, just a little bit memorizing about my ex girlfriend's big butt ::) And you are right, It's important to avoid the dopamine triggers and masturbate to one chick at the time....good tip :)

    My concern is that I will never truly reebot properly if the prostatitis always reoccur if I don't masturbate regularly, and then I have to do this process all over again every time :(
    I'm really down because I felt so much improvement and actually felt more comfortably that my penis would actually work if an opportunity came by.
    My dick was dead during my whole reeboot, but after I wanked 3 times my dick came alive and felt like it was 15 again, really. But all of a sudden it all changed quickly before the end of the weekend.
     
  12. bosseau

    bosseau Guest

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    Hang in there. You're doing great. Docs orders screwed it a bit but think of the start of your next PMO period as a new chapter rather than restarting.
     
  13. spinergy

    spinergy New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    That's right. Recovery isn't linear. You're still headed in the right direction. Stumbling on the path isn't failure unless you don't get up and keep going, which you are.
     
  14. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    Thanks guys, I really don't know what my situation would have been without everyone on this forum's encouragement and backing up :) I find it really beneficial to read about all your struggles and compare it to my own, most of them are very similar. I get the feeling that I let all you guys down if I fuck up, that's a good thing :)

    Haven't looked at porn for 3 days, but my dick looks like a wet cheez doodle and I'm not horny at all. I masturbated to orgasm yesterday but I was not horny at all and I came even though I didn't have a proper erection at all. Think I'm gonna wait another 3 days before I MO the next time to see if I get any improvements, because this session was just sad and really frustrating. When I first started masturbating again because of the prostatitis a little over a week ago, it was so great to masturbate again and the feeling in my penis was awesome, but now it's nothing. I first blamed my two porn sessions but I now think that the excessive masturbation is the actual reason for all this mess, since I wasn't done rebooting at all. I keep wondering if I manage to reboot properly and find a girl and we have sex a lot the first weeks, will this problem come back ?
     
  15. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    I'm soon finished with my antibiotic cure, only a few days left. No porn 8 days, no MO for 5 days. I have started a new reboot even though I still have blood in my sperm :( Think most of the bacterias are gone, but have to take a new test in a couple of months.

    I don't know if any of you have been on this site/page before, but I find it quite interesting because I see many similarities to what Gary talks about on YBOP, but he talks more about male hormones and stuff I don't now very much about :

    http://cure-erectile-dysfunction.org/

    It's a doctor there who helps people with erection problems, and the theme that keeps coming back in his answer is that most of the people have sexual exhaustion syndrome because of too much masturbation/sex. And he keeps talking about brain chemistry and different hormones in your body that goes out of balance if you "overdrive" your system over a large period of time. The cure he provides is that men have a time out/abstinence of several months from sex/MO. The doctor also say's that this information is quite new and will not be found in regular biology or doctor's books. He also strongly recommends different supplements to boost your recovery, my only worry is that this doctor recommends these supplements to earn money. Have a look and tell me what you guys think.

    Cheers and sorry for my bad English :)
     
  16. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    No porn 11 days, no MO 8 days.

    Don't feel so much difference, except no libido at all. I'm more motivated than ever that I'm gonna beat this addiction. No cravings for porn what so ever.
    Had a job interview earlier this week and nailed it, hopefully I will get this job. My life situation have been pretty fucked up the last 8 months, but if I get this job hopefully things will change to the better. Haven't been drinking or going out for a few weeks but I feel confident when I talk to other people. Can't wait to be fixed in a few months, that is my mission and I'm gonna succeed, watch out bitches :)

    On another note: think I need to change my internet habits. I don't get porn cravings, but I just sit around browsing the same stupid pages all day long.
     
  17. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    Wuhu ! Woke up with a solid morning wood, It's been a while since the last time I had it. Libido low and my dick is small and lifeless all day long, just like it was during my last PMO run. Well I don't care how long this flatline period is going to be, I'm gonna fix myself. If this reebot takes 6 months then so bee it.
     
  18. spinergy

    spinergy New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    Good stuff.

    Stay strong!
     
  19. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    8 days since I last masturbated, but I have a problem, my prostate is starting to trouble me again. Several times during today and yesterday I feel a sudden aching in my prostate, just like I did before my antibiotics cure. I don't want to start all over again, so I might wait at least a month before I go back to the urologist and have them run some bacterial tests of my sperm/urine. It's so frustrating because when you have prostatitis it's beneficial to masturbate rather regular, but I need prioritize my reboot for sometime now.
     
  20. machok

    machok New Member

    Re: Reboot: 8 week no P, 3 weeks no MO

    Tough night !

    Had trouble falling asleep last night, and suddenly I got a massive urge to look at porn while I laid in bed surfing on my smart phone. It was so hard to resist and my mind made up so many excuses to why I should PMO. I was seconds away from doing it, when I got up from my bed and walked into my bathroom to take a piss. I looked myself in the mirror and said "you wan't real women, not this shit. Remember how joyless it was last time and how much you regretted it". So close and I don't know were it came from, haven't had any urges for almost two weeks.....Scary shit

    Today I feel a bit better. I don't have any spontaneous erections or so, but I feel like my libido is coming a bit back, maybe that's why I craved porn last night. My dick isn't so small any more and my mood is stable like it has been for a long time actually.

    Taking some supplements: C-vitamin, B-vitamin, Zink and cranberry tablets. I would love to take some omega-3 pills aswell, but I always get a massive diarrhea every time so I rather eat fish two times a week.
     

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