Here we Go, Again.

Discussion in 'Ages 30-39' started by superduper, Jul 21, 2018.

  1. superduper

    superduper break the chains of porn

    Hell yeah!
    Yesterday was smooth sailing. Not a touch of porn in my life.
    Was pretty productive, went to a meetup, and had a good workout.

    Going to keep the ball rolling.

    Grateful for life man
    Thinking about mistakes is such a downer, one of the best lessons I learned from How To Stop Worrying and Start Living -
    was to live in day-tight compartments.
    Focus on the battles between sunrise and sundown, reflect, and then close the door behind it.
    Its the only way to live.

    When thoughts creep back in like
    "I could have been X"
    "If I only I did X better when I was younger"

    You gotta ignore that shit, these are distractions that don't help at all.


    In fact, beating these small thoughts could be considered part of the task for the day. Part of the challenge, little enemies in your path.
     
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  2. superduper

    superduper break the chains of porn

    Sup peeps,

    Feeling chill.
    I had a night fap yesterday but avoided all porn.
    Today is more than half over but things been good, Need to always remind myself how bad this stuff is for mental functioning.

    Grateful for money made yesterday, goals in progress and good food.
     
  3. superduper

    superduper break the chains of porn

    Hey hey heyyyyy

    Was tempted to look at porn last night, opened a tab for a brief second and closed it.

    Also tempted to fap it out, but but kept that under wraps too.

    Feeling fantastic today.

    Excited to start making tons of cash and being successful like I was meant to be.

    This is off the topic of PMO but I started taking some SARMs and peptides for muscle building. They are a very popular substance now, technically not legal for ingesting but overall a safer alternative to steroids.
    I'm not trying to be a bodybuilder but wanted a boost for my fitness goals..figured I would include my updates with that as part of my journal. only 2 days in so can't say anything yet. I have 2 months worth and then I'll probably do a fat cut.

    Grateful for the weather today and relaxing environment in my house.
     
  4. superduper

    superduper break the chains of porn

    Ay carambu,

    Had a porn slip up last night..must have been 10-20 min of tab switching. Should reset my counter I guess.
    I ended up fapping but without the porn.

    Not happy about it but moving on quickly...have work to do
     
  5. superduper

    superduper break the chains of porn

    Had a slip yesterday too, lol.
    Wasn't terrible but definitely bad. Setting back.
    Funny thing is I dont even feel discouraged, just going with the flow. Its more important that I work on other things at the same time as fighting porn.

    Grateful for opportunities, progress I've made, books I've got to learn from.
    Also grateful for a new attitude.
     
  6. Joshua Shea

    Joshua Shea Active Member

    @superduper You sound far healthier than most people who are white-knuckling it on Day 10. Congrats on recognizing you need to work on other things at the same time. Life is a complex web, not a series of boxes independent from one another. I think you've got the right attitude to take this down in time.
     

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