thank god I don't watch porn and masturbate everyday. My problem is that I do it when no one is home (alone). for example when I hear my family saying they're going out to a place (without me), I start get a feeling, like I don't know how to explain it. like in my head it starts saying "hey, you'll be alone in a bit and its just a few minutes, do it", you know what I mean. I resist for a bit but sadly I lose. I masturbate only when I watch porn video. like, its so rare for me to masturbate without while watching a video. after the masturbation, I start to have like literally no feelings. I close the porn site (tab) and even if I see a girl on street, I just don't look at her because I get no feelings for a few minutes and thats it, like something never happened. Then I don't watch and masturbate for like few days, sometimes for few weeks, or days (40 days max I think) and then that feeling (with my penis also starts to getting erectile and this which what is mostly that it takes me to masturbate), and to masturbate I watch just one video (not the full video, only few minutes) and yea thats my addiction which I really want to get rid of. Sometimes when I have no wifi and I start wanting to really masturbate, I start imagining porn in my head.. and then masturbate.. I think I can get rid of this addiction and it will not be that hard for me since I don't watch everyday and only masturbate while I watch a video. forgot to mention that sometimes when I'm alone, and after masturbating for the first time, after a bit of time I get thinking to do it a second time and then done from it. So guys thats my problem and sorry for my bad english, please tell me the steps on what I should do, I don't really have the motivation to read stories or long articles on the site, I know it will help me but I just can't read very very long articles, though I read the ones that I get interested in. Thank you so much for reading and helping! Edit: I don't really remember when was the first time I started with watching porn but I remember that its from a long time, I think at age 11 or maybe even less, I don't exactly remember ( basically I have this addiction from a long time).