I'm 13 days in and I'm going kinda crazy. Feel like I want to jump out of my skin. Mood swings are so big. Last night I felt great. Social and feeling really good about myself. Today I am really down. Brain is really pushing for a hit of dopamine. Trying anything to get it's fix. What's really been getting me through is the quote.."if you're going through hell, keep going". Today has been a day of holding on. I haven't been this far in a long time. I really want that better life that I get glimpses of.