day 11- 1.) I didnt watch porn 2.) I did reach out to an escort 3.) today i learned a former coworker called hr on me about being condescending to her based on gender. It was ridiculous and it spiraled me into depression. but I recovered. 4.) Super hot girl at work today made serious moves on me. I cant remember the last time i was this nervous. I still do have some intimidation factors when thinking of dating a white girl mainly because of culture differences. I would love to be with her. I do want to see where this can go.