Gone through hell, and now invincible

DontCryForMeArgentina · Jul 29, 2021

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Do you still masturbate?
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Yes, I do. I was in a long-distance relationship for a half a year some time ago, and I regularly masturbated. It was no problem starting to have sex again when I moved in together again with my girlfriend.

DontCryForMeArgentina · Jul 29, 2021

Bilbo Swaggins said: ↑

That’s an amazing story, congratulations. Really shows us that it can take a long time for some guys. Just to make sure I read correctly, did it take you 4-5 years to heal from PIED?
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I realized I had PIED in 2013, and was probably completely cured in 2018. The breakthrough was when I finally had the balls to go into a relationship, and reguarly try to have sex. This was back in 2018.

Squirtle · Jul 29, 2021

DontCryForMeArgentina said: ↑

I realized I had PIED in 2013, and was probably completely cured in 2018. The breakthrough was when I finally had the balls to go into a relationship, and reguarly try to have sex. This was back in 2018.
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Did you ever have the flatline when u started having sex again?

TheNightfly · Jan 7, 2022

DontCryForMeArgentina said: ↑

I realized something was wrong with me when I was 20 years old.

When I was in my early teens (13-14) I was a very social person, and well-liked by many. My penis was functioning normally, but I never had sex at that this age. I faced some difficulties when I was around 15 years old, and started isolating myself from others. I got heavily involved into gaming, and also in porn. I stopped caring about personal hygiene, and was a rather disgusting person not many people wanted to associate with for a while.
I started watching all type of digusting shit and got really desentized about sex. When I was around 17 years old I faced some of my challenges, and got back to normal again. I started hanging out with people again, and became my normal self again. I started caring about how I looked again. But with one major difference, I was really insecure about sex. I avoided sex with girls, even if I had the offers. Think some people was already questioning why I was avoiding having sex, because I was quite good looking.

Eventually I had the balls to go for it when I was around 19-20 years old, but it did not work. I could get hard, but it went limp again very quickly. I needed constant stimulation to be hard because of all the desentization. I figured out something was wrong with me. My first sexual experience was the worst day of my life, because I could not have intercouse, and I did not know why.
All type of theories was going thorugh my head. Was I asexual? Was there something physical wrong with me? Am I gay? I was rock bottom for a whole year, and I was even considering ending it all. I completely changed personality when I found out I was limp, I did not respect myself, and people stopped respecting me also. I was a walking zombie for a whole year.

After one year I found out about the effects of porn. I joined this website, and started rebooting. I finally had hope, a cure. I had life spirit again. I was so determined to cure myself that I went half a year without masturbating. But I did not had the balls to try having sex again, I was terrified that someone would find about my problem. I come from a small town, and people talk. In fact I did not try to have sex for over a year after I found out I had a porn addiction. Because my morning wood never came back, and I thought it might be something physical instead of something mentally. Anyway I never went back to porn.
I eventually moved out from my small town, and started studying in a bigger city. I was now 21 years old, and never had a successful intercourse in my life. I hated my life. I had stopped caring about this website, I thought it did not work, but I was still keeping away from porn. I was just masturbating by mental pictures in my head.

I bought some cialis online, and I eventually took a girl home with me. And it worked. I was rock hard for the whole night. I had sex for the first time in my life, and it worked. At the age of 21, but there was still one problem. I was relying on ED drugs at the age of 21 to have sex.
I was continuing having one night stand with cialis, sometimes it worked, and sometimes it did not. It really dependent on how much alcohol I was drinking that night. From 21 to 24 my sex life was relying on cialis and one night stands. I decided to quit with the ED drugs, because obviously mixing drugs and alcohol is not healthy. Another problem was that I could not ejeculate with the drugs, and my penis was not sensitive at all.
Eventually I found a girlfriend, and I felt safe with her. The problem was that I could not have sex without cialis, and especially not with condoms. She did not want to have sex without condom. I was rather insecure without the cialis. But she did not give up on me, and eventually I could even ejaculate with the condom on.

After 4-5 years in hell, I was finally free. I feel like nothing can stop me now. I've been rock bottom mentally, and I think after surviving this, It feels like I can overcome any obstacle in my life. I originally stopped posting here 5 years ago, but it felt like I needed to give something back to you guys, and show that this actually works. It can be a long and troublesome journey, but there's a big pay off at the end of the road.
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So do you think you are clean now because you had a woman who would work with you and eventually allow you to have sex again and again?

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