Re: No porn. Healing is possible. Good date tonight. Probably could have gone for the kiss but didn't. Don't really like to on the first date. I'm sure we'll go out again before the week is over. There is a strange streak in me that always tries to disqualify women. I've really gotta fight that. This lady tonight was kind, intelligent, and pretty. Absolutely worth my time. Growing up I always liked unattainable women. Or at least the ones that really made me sweat for it. Anyway, there were a few moments tonight where I felt a little bored, but she definitely is worth hanging out with again. We'll see what my body says when I get closer to her. I don't think I'm ready for sex. I'm sure I'll know it when I am. My recent orgasms have left me feeling kind of sore down there and just tapped out.