After stumbling onto this site a little over a year ago, I finally decided to join and start posting here. I am mid 50s, been MO since my early/mid teens and started PMO once I started college. So, I've been at this for quite a while. But it was the easy internet access to porn starting in the late 1990s (my late 40s) where things really took off. It was a real eye-opener to come across this site and also YBOP -- both for confirming what was only a vague sense that I had a problem, and showing me that I am not alone. Just reading that other people were going through the same thing I was helped give me the will to stop or at least try. My reboot started last year in March 2015, and went pretty well for a while but then I stopped coming here and the porn viewing gradually escalated, mostly PM without O until PMOing in March of this year. After scaling back briefly, I went to "cutting corners" (youtube videos, or viewing porn via google or yahoo image searches -- telling myself that I wasn't actually going to porn sites so it was okay). After spending way too much time looking at this stuff a week ago, I decided it was time to come back to this place and read more from others who are going through this too. I am married, but we're not sexually active, so that is a complication that without PMO I don't really have an outlet. (Other than, when I am truly staying away from P, every couple of months I'm awoken by a wet dream.) Thanks to everybody who has posted here and helped inspire me.