I chose to start a new journal. The old one ended up being just a container for depression, and while I would not expect less from a daily retrospective of my life, I think a journal is meant to be more, to follow the progress of something. This something is my mental and physical recovery from fifteen years of heavy pornography usage. Despite the presence of some rant about the low quality of my life here and there, what I'm actually trying to track is my progress while I follow the workshop lessons at RecoveryNation, a resourceful website I recently heard of in this great post. (here is the working link to the #3 top mistakes, the one in the post is broken) My background is short and uninteresting: I'm 27, I'm addicted to porn and I have PIED. None of these posts will be easy to write. What is going to follow is one of the most difficult challenge I endured in my entire life, if not THE most difficult one. Let's fucking go!