Re: furor germanicus - CONQUER This same thing has been eating me apart too man. What's important to note is that the time spent looking at this big mess that we have made for ourselves can be spent tackling it by small steps. For example, even when you are cleaning you're room that is in a pig sty state, you take a couple of tshirts, fold em up, and then look at how the room looks slightly cleaner now. And that motivates you to pick up some pants, change your sheets, etc. The point is, build some momentum with these small steps and eventually you'll run into change for the better. And someday you'll have a clean room that you've always stayed in, but love it's space and want to be there, and that'll be a great day!