Hi guys: Reading all this histories make me feel that i'm not the only one with his sexual life fucked by porn, but it doesnt make me recover the time, the lost chances, all the possible lost partners, the wasted time, all the love that never was. I'm on my day 107 without porn, strugling with anxiety, anger, that produces me watch my dick sometimes irresponsive, the fucking frustration for delayed ejaculation. I havent relapsed and i will not do it, for me porn left me a huge void, a massive pain in the soul, 'cause has been 20 years, 20 years since problems began, now at my 43, feeling me less than other guys that can fuck and cum without any problem, i feel only frustration, finally i awaked and i can see my loneliness. I would have wanted to know about this before to be healthy, happy, and dont waste my time on the screen, money on medical assholes that dont have any idea of nothing. I dont know how much more time will take my recovery, at this point of the road i can say that has been hard, dificult, painful.