My story is fairly typical for readers of this board. I've been addicted to porn for roughly 25 years to varying degrees. It has twisted and ruined my sexuality. It helped kill off my only long term relationship. But that relationship ended four years ago now. I've been thinking a lot about my sexuality and whether I can learn to have healthier concepts around sex and relationships. I suffer from porn induced erectile dysfunction and I'm never had a good sexual relationship with a woman. I don't know if I can recover but I don't want to turn back even if I can't. At the start of the year I was porn free for about four months. Somehow I'm back here again, making a fresh start. I haven't looked at porn since the last day in June - my goal is to make it to the end of the year, then to a year and to kick it for good.