Day 9 Today is going to be tough. My wife and little girl are with her family. According to government hotline we are able to access her family for daycare. Today is the lowest I have felt. I need to tread carefully. I can feel the background noise of previous relapses echoing in my head. My wife and baby will be gone for over a week. I am working from home and home alone. We are still in lockdown. I’ve had both doses for the vaccine and am fully vaccinated. I miss them already. I need to stay on my toes as so many of my triggers are in place. Locked down my browsers for work. Would love to hear from anyone who knows how to disable Microsoft edge or at least block it from being able to access the web. thanks again for everyone’s support, I hate being in this space, but here we are. Sending hope to you all. PC.