Good morning all. I am a 33 y/o male who has struggled with pornography since about the time I was 11. I have been actively trying to quit pornography for the past eight years, and while at times I have had temporary success, I always came back to it. After a recent relapse, I have determined that I can no longer accept this destructive cycle that I have engaged in. I wrote a letter to my future self to clearly outlined the consequences of continued pornography use. If I continue down the path that I am on, I will end up without a family, without love, and my career will flounder. But I don't have to continue the destructive behavior that I have been doing. I can be free at last. This journal is going to chronicle the next 90 days of my recovery. It is actually my second attempt at a reboot journal. I tried to do one a couple months ago, but I unwittingly forgot to add this site as an exception to my porn blocker (pluckeye, at the time). But I am back again with renewed motivation and energy. Right now I am just focusing on porn. I really just want to be free from porn and extreme fetishes. I have tried hard mode several times in the past, and it has never worked well for me. I do eventually want to quit MO, but first I want to eliminate P from my life. I view it as kind of like breaking a hard task into two easier ones. Thanks for checking out this thread! I am grateful to be fighting the good fight with you guys.