sublimation: process of deflecting 'sexual instincts' into acts of higher social valuation He that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him. -Psalms 126:6 Let thy fountain be blessed: and rejoice with the wife of thy youth. -Proverbs 5:18
DAY 3 5min TALK https://voca.ro/1nSRTN3LBWVt JUST JESUS JANUARY 2021: 10% (since last relapse) Eat:0 Sleep:0,5 Clean up:0 Apply:0 Pray:0 Earn:08%
DAY 4 5min TALK https://voca.ro/14qArTRFi3kV JUST JESUS JANUARY 2021: 13% (since last relapse) Eat:0,5 Sleep:0 Clean up:0 Apply:0 Pray:0 Earn:08%
DAY 5 5min TALK https://voca.ro/1nTe9zhke0uU JUST JESUS JANUARY 2021: 16% completed (since last relapse) Eat:0,5 Sleep:0 Clean up:0 Apply:0 Pray:0,5 Earn:017%
DAY 6 5min TALK https://voca.ro/1i3o1Yh5VvLh JUST JESUS JANUARY 2021: 19% completed Eat:0,5 Sleep:0 Clean up:0 Apply:0 Pray:0,5 Earn:017%
DAY 7 5min TALK https://voca.ro/1hMUZOalKsio JUST JESUS JANUARY 2021: 13% completed Eat:0,5 Sleep:0 Clean up:0 Apply:0 Pray:0,5 Earn:017% /!\ DANGER: FLEE, AVOID, RESIST TEMPTATIONS !!! /!\ « I relapsed - fully. I masturbated, watched porn, ejaculated few times etc. It was after 7 months of hard mode [...] Like a total crap. Like a freak of nature, something unwanted on this world. Like the very existence causes pain. Like every single of my dopamine receptors keeps repeating "f**k you". F***ing terrible. No motivation or ability to see any bright future. I have to force myself to do anything. Even procrastinating is not pleasurable. It's funny how you feel nothing special, sometimes even a bit depressed when you are on long streak and think "why am I doing this? It's not helping, i feel almost the same, what's the point?", until you relapse and find out how deeply wrong you were. How easy it is to ignore that huge gap between PMO state of mind and abstinence one, when the changes are very slow and gradual. Until you relapse, and the change is instant. From very top to very bottom. I swear I've never realized how deeply damaging and wrong this habit is, until now. When I can see and compare the difference between 7 months abstinence and sudden relapse. It's like a hard drugs, no joke. In addition it was not worth at all. I didn't fulfill any of my expectations, nothing felt satisfying, and generally things went completely not as expected in my fantasies. Please, I beg you, always listen to your conscience. Whenever you reach for something and feel that tiny discomfort deep inside you, telling you it's not right thing to do, just stop. No matter what, don't do it, don't think about it, don't rationalize. Cut it instantly. » -from @Pigwaran https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/relapsed-200-days-how-do-i-feel.300281/
DAY 8 5min TALK https://voca.ro/1hqJbzDyT10Z JUST JESUS JANUARY 2021: 16% completed (possible wetdream ???) Eat:0,5 Sleep:0,5 Clean up:0 Apply:0 Pray:0 Earn:017%
DAY 9 5min TALK https://voca.ro/1aHQzczKL5y7 JUST JESUS JANUARY 2021: 19% completed Eat:0,5 Sleep:0 Clean up:0 Apply:0 Pray:0 Earn:08%
DAY 10 5min TALK https://voca.ro/1jHkMTy5vN3K JUST JESUS JANUARY 2021: 23% completed Eat:0,5 Sleep:0,5 Clean up:0 Apply:0 Pray:0 Earn:017%
