It's finally becoming easier to wake up every morning, don't need an alarm clock. Wow, can't believe it's taken 5 months for this to start happening. I'm getting a lot of clarity about the kind of man I want to be. It's not a very long list, but I have it defined. I know exactly what I need to work on to be the man I will respect internally. I'm so far from there yet but little by little it's going to happen. Presenting myself to the outside world has been difficult. There's really no such thing as being a natural and saying whatever. For years, I've said the wrong stuff and reacted wrong simply because I had no clarity and my mind was a mess. I had no direction or real goals or desires. I attribute this to PMO but I also had some health problems that had to be corrected. Looking back, I could have presented myself much better if I only knew about framing. I guess in retrospect it's hard. But it's all because I never took the time to gain clarity in exactly the man I want to be. I am realizing right now that this is probably another reason I was getting anxious during interviews. I'm going to spend 30 minutes every evening just envisioning the man I want to be and how it looks like. I'm getting better at time management and am feeling so much better talking less with my parents. Wow, can't believe it took me 12+ years of my adult life to realize the power of not sharing everything. Reading good books helps a lot for those that don't have a good family or support system to set an example For all you who are lost, start reading from people like Rollo Tomassi and others. Even if you don't agree with them, they truly help you understand how sometimes your view of the world is limiting. Essentially, how clearly you see yourself in your mind will set the frame in how you talk, act and react around you. And you can't fool your mind. There's no way to stop becoming a loser till you start taking actions under your control that make you a better person. Slowly, the mind starts believing this because it's a reality. I have a date with the Australian girl later today and I'm going to go in with the right frame of my mind. That is key. It's much needed practice, real life interaction.