right now I'm 192 days free of porn. however i'm far from where i want to be. I hit my rhyme awhile ago but seem to have got lost in the last 40 days. doing things I know aren't completely right and not living up to my old standards. i miss my morning wood and feel the energy flowing over. it's time to get back to it. I want to beauty of life to flow once again. so i decided i needed a fresh start with a new forum post.