Definitely on the reboot roller coaster as I had success last week but this week, we got together and she couldn't make me hard and I leakage. The leakage hasn't happened in a while
This last week I only had 2 MW's and I feel flatline hitting. I notice pretty girls so I know my brain works but I'm definitely in a libido funk. Seeing my concubine next week maybe she can bring my dick back to life
I can go weeks where the pecker is great and then have a couple where I can't cum easily. But, over time it has gotten better. The most important thing for me, now that I never watch P, is to not fap. P is the devil and fapping is the devil's progeny.
Welcome to the world of reboot ! You are coming along ! Don't give up or get angry. As you know from reading my journal it does get better as a matter of fact it gets better beyond anything you ever experienced when you did pmo.
Well I haven't PMO'd or watched porn but I've seen some T and A pics from women that I know IRL so that must be skirting the edges. I really would like to say fuck it and just viagra up and go balls deep in these horny bitches! This shit is frustrating!!
Yes thanks for asking. I had a sleep over and bondage session with concubine B, my submissive. In the beginning I could feel a slight hardening that passed quickly. As we played through the night, I got leakage each time we played but no more hard feelings. This ones a squirter, very entertaining The lack of boner is frustrating. Any comments?
You must believe. Forget about lack of boner. As a matter of fact forget about boner. You're on a journey a path to wellness. Boners will come when they are ready NOT when you are ready! It does no good to complain and whine. You can but it will do no good just make you miserable. You're doing really well in my opinion WB so get moving. By the way do you see any emotional and mental changes? Resisting pmo has many different benefits. Do you see any ? ---think about this before you answer. STILL PMO FREE-YEAH MAN!!!
My purpose in recounting my activities and feelings on here is not to be a snivel bitch. I’m explaining what’s going on in my life, sexually and otherwise so that I can get the wise counsel of people like you Bobo. I think I’m making progress but it is so incrementally slow that it’s frustrating for a take charge, alpha type man like me to accept. I think we are similar in temperament and especially having had military experiences as young men you can relate to my thinking. Having a painfully intimate problem like PMO is especially hard to deal with for people like us, at least it is for me, To deal with.
Yes, I can relate and understand. I understand more than you know. It's very frustrating but it's not weakness even though it feels that way. I think you are doing very well as I have said. We don't have a choice. It's either this or stay where we were and that's nowhere. Maybe I can't overcome this "enemy " but I will go to my grave trying. I feel the same as you " how could I let this happen ?"---" why did I let this situation become such a problem?" I dont think you are whining. This is not easy, I know. But I have a feeling you will make it.
I want you to succeed WB. You can and I know you will. You have the desire and the fortitude. You have what I saw in Saville and myself. A burning desire to improve and change. I had the same, even though sometimes I struggle I won't give up. I am no different than you I just started before you. My bets are with you WB
