Fall Seven Times. Stand up Eight

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by J.P., Oct 26, 2012.

  1. Metal

    Metal Get busy living or get busy dying

    Yes melatonin is cheap and if you want the job done quick and be put in a coma then melatonin is your friend. The only thing bad about it is the grogginess you feel the next morning. And may want to sleep again during the day. It does make you feel horny the next day though because it is a hormone.

    I switched to skullcap, because it doesn't feel like your arising from taking an anesthetic. It brings on more of a subtle relaxation and is suppose to improve nerve, organ function and anxiety which can sometimes cause teeth grinding.

    I don't know what it is lately maybe it's been the skullcap, and catnip but the last two days I've been getting powerful spontaneous erections that I've had to fight to go away. It could easily be the zinc piconilate and optizinc taking affect, but now the erections are relentless.
  2. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Well FUCKING A

    Anyone remember Emily? The petite girl with the great ass that gave me an erection when we flirted at work?

    She's back, and she is being a fucking tease. She admits she would have sex with me and at some point may or may not make me a booty call, but she was talking dirty to me last night, a lot.

    I am getting blueballed over the phone. Man this is frustrating.

    I guess she is kinda seeing someone/just testing the waters with a guy so she doesn't want to ruin it, but still, don't talk to a guy who is this horny the way you did unless you're looking to get laid.

    Well, I have a feeling sooner or later we're going to have sex, it is just a matter of "when." And I hate waiting when someone has already laid out the reward in front of you.

    It is like chaining a wolf to a tree and laying a dead rabbit just outside his reach. *Sigh*

    I will keep searching for other women, but as I said before, she said if things don't work out she definitely wants to have sex. I am not one to wish for another's misfortune but... lol

    Anyways, on the bright side, by next Thursday 80% of what needs to be done for school will be done (I have to finish this report by Sunday night and I have to finish my presentation by Wednesday). After that, it is basically smooth sailing aside from exams. But no big projects and no huge papers left.

    Ok, I really should just get the lion share of this paper done today so I will not have as much to do tomorrow.

    Time to get to work, hold me to it guys.
  3. CleanHands

    CleanHands Guest

    It's nice to see such a positive post from you my friend! Sure, blueballs is a pain but it looks like you might be able to release in a legitimate way soon enough.

    And having done so much of your projects and papers must feel amazing. I'm still struggling with the workload and the next month is going to be hell :( Enjoy your slacker period while you can!
  4. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

    Hell yes! Real girls! This is progress!
  5. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Mostly done with the research paper, just have to record 4 more studies and conclude it. I can probably do most of that tonight.

    I also am going to meet up with my presentation partner tomorrow morning and we are going to just slam out everything we need to for Thursday in a few hours span.

    Still gotta study for that English test tomorrow though, I am still confused as to what the professor means.

    He talks about Poe's letter to John Lowell, on July 2, 1844. In it he talks about "the rudimental life, the worlds" and the stars etc.

    I am to explain "what the necessity of the rudimental life, the worlds, is."

    This is so confusing. I have to re-read Mesmeric Revelation, but I am not sure re-reading that and the letter will help anymore than did the first time.

    If anyone knows anything, I would appreciate a point in the right direction.
  6. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    I am now 100% convinced the entire University system is no longer dedicated to education-but to making money.

    They don't give a flying fuck about students.

    2 weeks ago I remember mentioning I had registered for classes THE DAY I MET WITH MY ADVISOR NO LESS.

    However, for reasons unknown to me there was an error in the school's online registration system, I know it was their fault, because the goddamn courses are still awaiting my approval to be registered in my searched sections list, proof that I indeed searched for and selected them.

    But of course, they tried to blame me. I am going to that fucking school tomorrow and I don't care if I have to shit on every goddamn professor or tight-ass fucking idiot in that useless piece of shit they call an office. I want my fucking classes. I want them NOW. This is fucking bullshit.

    I swear to God they are lucky I am not there today, it would be a fucking hellstorm the likes of which they pray could not exist.

    I am fucking fuming. I smashed a fucking hole in my own wall over this. My hand is busted, and I really want to choke every two-faced cocksucker in that entire office.

    They cannot possible be the ones to blame in their own minds, they are just fucking INFALLIBLE. The woman I had on the phone was condescending, trying to pin it on me. I made it very fucking clear what I thought of her and hung up.

    This is war.
  7. Sexual-healing

    Sexual-healing Face it, to overcome it.

    Try to relax man, don't beat yourself up about it. It'll all be alright :)

    Good luck on getting everything done!
  8. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Oh no, I am not mad at myself. I am mad at them.

    However, it is not like I can just go in there and beat the shit out of people and get my classes that way, although I wish I could.

    That is what frustrates me. My student career is now in the hands of incompetent fools that cant be trusted. That is why I am mad.
  9. CidGuerreiro

    CidGuerreiro Well-Known Member

    As I've told you, to best way to deal with it is to let everyone know they're full of BS and cause as much monetary damage you can. They'll roll over you if you let them, but they always cower down if you demand justice.
  10. Pedigree

    Pedigree Active Member

    Hope everything turns out well, man. University bureaucracies can just be the worst thing.
  11. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    Boy, wish I got a look at LouisCypher's IP and his personal address. I would do all sorts of fun things to him.

    What a scumbag, every thread I went to to see a new reply, he posted multiple hardcore P images. What a fucking fag. I got sick to my stomach after just a few.

    But there is one thing he helped me prove; porn is becoming a thing of the past, more akin to sickness than to pleasure.
  12. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    You always have the best fucking images lol
  13. Chammorrow

    Chammorrow Member

    I hope that you get everything straighten out. To be honest, the counselors, and registrar women in my school are also very condescending and jerky..not all of them, some have had my back, but it seems to be the general culture for those women to think that they're better than us because they have some level ( a weak one) of authoritative power over us.

    I would try to not lose my cool when you speak to them, be assertive, but not aggressive and disrespectful..they do have the power to not help you and put you in even more of a mess.

    Good luck with that man, and good luck on your final few weeks of school.
  14. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    And now I have canker sores on my gums. GREAT.

    Can anything else fuck up for me today? Time to get some gly-oxide.
  15. CidGuerreiro

    CidGuerreiro Well-Known Member

    Chillax, man. Flipping tables won't help. Just deal with every situation accordingly. Things can always get worse, so make them better before it happens.
  16. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    They're open sores. Like, holes dude.

    It is the equivalent to carving a hole in your gum, and then infecting it. It is very painful, and is making me very, very angry.
  17. J.P.

    J.P. Active Member

    90 days no porn

    40 days no MO.

    Just 10 more days til a 100 day streak, then I'm gonna try for a purple star. I'll settle for a blue one though.

    Gonna have a dentist appointment about these 2 sores if they don't go away by Tuesday. I am applying antiseptic and I will also grab some other medication to apply to them today. If things don't get any better, I will definitely book that appointment.

    Good news is, there was one, then there was two. I woke up this morning with no increase in the number of sores, so I am guessing this treatment is working to en extent, at least stopping the spreading.
  18. Pedigree

    Pedigree Active Member

    Canker sores are the worst. I've got one underneath my tongue. My only tip is to never get dehydrated. At least that's when these things tend to appear for me.
  19. fugu

    fugu "You know, feelin' good, livin' betta." :) Staff Member

    I don't know where you live, but in the spring allergies can cause canker sores, too. They hurt like a BITCH.
  20. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

    CONGRATULATIONS JP! You should be proud of how far you've pushed yourself. That's no mean feat.

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