Writing a paper for school today, and I feel that whenever I have trouble writing something good, my hand automatically moves down to my groin. An old habit, I used porn before as a release when I felt uncomfortable about something or for ignoring a problem. I have to quit this old behaviour, no touching at all down there. On the positive side, it is now 85 days since I last masturbated! My mood today is not too good. I really have to vent my feelings here or I would go crazy. Really hate the feeling of having a girl AND not being able to have an erection. It takes away some of the excitement and "positive tension" in a relationship. My girl is very sexual so this has now led me to not wanting to sleep over at her place so often. I am not in the mood of pleasing her 5 times a week because the flatline is killing my motivation for things. And I hate the look in her eyes when my dick is as limp as a noodle, it is emasculating. She has the look like she feels sorry for me, "like I am a little child that has fallen down on the pavement". I have told her about my problems with ED and she has accepted this, but it does not really show in her expressions.