Hello, i was porn and internet addicted. As a nerd my social life was only taking place online in chatrooms. I recovered from this addictions and left them behind years ago. I rebuild my whole life and am now self employed and doing jobs requiring emotional intelligence and emotional stability. This was unthinkable a few years ago. So far so good. Unfortunately because of pandemic, i am doing video conferencing and homeoffice work. After one hour video conferencing i experience emotional numbess which lasts 2-3 days long. The other problem is, when i write a business email in the home office, this leads to this emotional numbness, too. When i write the same email in the office of my customer, this does not happen. I tried to minimize such problematic things, but i can't completely avoid it. And this problems are limiting my progress in development of my self empolyment. Have others experienced such problems, too?