ED coming back.

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by confusedindividual, Jul 8, 2016.

  1. Having complications in my relationship at the moment. My girlfriend is being understanding, but I feel like I'm reverting to old habits. I've rid myself of gay male porn but now I can't stop watching lesbian porn which was my initial favorite genre. Sex with my girlfriend is ok. I don't know what to do. If this relationship ends I know I'm going to go full throttle back to jerking off like I used to. I wish porn didn't exist. My backup story is 2 failed relationships with older women due to ED, one of which I found out recently is dead and I can't help but feel like my failed attempt at pleasing her with her with my dead dick is what may have pushed her over the edge. I feel like absolute crap.
     
  2. if all that isn't enough pain to shape your decision which is watching porn is. then my friend nothing will ever create enough pain to make you stop. relive this pain over and over again until it drive you insane and makes you hate porn so much that even the idea of porn makes you sick to your stomach
     
  3. You are right to an extent but I never found watching porn every 20 days or so to be a problem. It's when it becomes a daily thing that things spiral out of control. I think my brain is just telling me to lay off for a while and that's what I intend to do. I've already done it so I know I can do it again.
     

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