Day 26 I feel depression coming about. The urge to MO is there. But the result and reward of O is not worth it. As I wrote in a previous post. After O i feel depressed, cloudy mind and tired. That is a feeling I don't want. There is no reward in pleasing yourself. Only temporary pleasure. I was out at a client's location working on a computer issue and it really boggled my mind. Something I need to do more research about.