Link to old Journal http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/forum/threads/dudeonthebayou-journal.22089/ Day 1 I haven't posted for close to 3 years now and it seems like I haven't made any progress at all. Maybe that is the whole problem. That I quit posting and thought I didn't need to be held accountable any longer. But that is not the case. So here goes. I'm turning 46 year this and I still look at porn occasionally. I really hate it. It makes me depressed but porn is a drug that makes you aroused but it never delivers and once it gets its claws around you it's hard to break free. When I was active in this forum I had made headway and I was breaking free but when life happened I relapsed and so here I am.