End of day 5. Still no alcohol since the first day of January. I've had the equivalent of maybe a cup and a half of coffee since December 31st. Still feeling like hell, but I always do 4-9 days after a porn binge. Had sex last night, and I was feeling better before the sex, but like clockwork the orgasm from sex always sets me back to feeling like I do after porn binges. I'm in a cycle of addiction and I hate it. Let's try this again. Almost a week in.