Documentation of my progress

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by LettingGo, Jul 11, 2021.

  1. LettingGo

    LettingGo Member

    Day 45. PMed.

    Day 46. No PMO.
     
  2. LettingGo

    LettingGo Member

    Day 47 to 51, No PMO.

    Friend returned and I was no longer alone in the house. Little to no urges all through. Though there has been a lot of stressors. Plans haven't been materializing and I'm having to do little but be patient.


    Day 52. PMed.

    Friend left the house, I've been binging tv series since yesterday (more than 8 hours in less than a day), and still no good news from plans.

    I just I'll opened a site and nutted so quick. I have used porn to cope with disappointments again.

    That was about 4 hours ago. I just woke up now from a midday sleep though, and the had that familiar nightmare. Betrayed by close friends, shot someone in the leg, and now being pursued, always getting dangerously close to being found, etc. And also I have mild headache now.
     

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