Feeling good. This morning I thought I was experiencing urges to PMO. That wasn't true though. My sexual energy happened to be peaking and I was feeling the grove. So no, it was not an urge to PMO, but more accurately, sexual energy that I can choose to expend doing PMO. It sounds like it's not a big difference but it IS the difference between a truth and a lie. I'm learning how to use healthy tools with my sexual energy. Number one of course is to use it pursue my wife in a tactful, healthy way. For legit and BS reasons, that hasn't worked out in the short term, so..... on to the other tools. I had a great bike ride during lunch time and here I am on this forum. How else can I work on me? What's something that I can accomplish in the short term and get a good boost? I'll do those things, and sure enough, I'll soon be in a time where the wife is putting out, the beers are flowing, the sun shining, and the unicorns farting.