day 71/32 it has yet been a while since my last update so here we go again. things have gone with ups and downs the last few days. the pain in my right nut really messed with my head. i was thinking it could be something a lot worse than just blue balls. but then i had a wet dream the other day and the pain started subsiding and it's almost completely gone. i couldn't get hard as easy as before either and up untill just now (i just had a verry pleasant, unexpected random boner) i couldn't get it up even if i wanted to. i don't even think i had morning wood for the past 4 days. but as i mentioned i just had a nice hardon so i presume everything is returning back to normal. now i'm horny as hell again tho. strange how someone's mood can change from doubting wether or not you'd be able to perform at all to almost sticking it in the electric socket, all in half a day's time. anyways as i'm coming closer to my goal (at least that's where i think i'm headed) progress seems to slow down. i'm not seeing significant improvements on a day to day basis anymore but in the long run i'm still getting better. on a completely different note, i just signed a contract to start working again. a place where there's a bright future in sight so i'm feeling on top of the world.