Hey, just wondering, I'm on day 8 of a new reboot, this time going much better (knock on wood) than previous reboots. I sometimes have cravings below for stuff with men on the street or whatever, but I'm positive I'm straight and this was created by porn. They're not really cravings. I don't even know what the shit it is, but it's sort of reminiscent of porn. I'm 28, and up until 3 years ago I was totally hetero, so I'm sure I still am. Anyway, have there been success stories of that stuff reversing? Thanks, Musician
For me, I was just watching men masturbate and it aroused me and I would get off to it, but it felt weird, always. Anyway, I think I'm kinda going through this in reality, though at times I do feel much better than on my first few days of reboot, and definitely better than when I was using. Like my porn habits are projecting in life. So I'm wondering if this stuff goes away by living a healthy life.
yes they do fade and get smaller and smaller. just give it time . 8 days is just the beginning. give it 90 days
Gay porn urges go away more easily for people who aren't gay I'm not sure if you're more unrested by the "gay" or the "porn urge" part (assuming the former). I definitely think it's possible to be into gay porn and not be gay, and thus want those urges gone. I never really had significant gay porn urges separately, just urges for more extreme, untraversed, unparalleled, disgusting sh :-* t . Those definitely fade fast and feel less natural to engage in. But I think one's sexual preference is a more permanent thing in comparison, and you needn't identify yourself as hetero or homo - if you're already 28, you already probably have a clue - even if it's something in between, don't hyperfocus on it, and continue your rebalancing journey and be yourself :.
