Day 451/379 Last night, I just discovered why I'm not initially attracted to women, until I have a connection between us: I'm a demisexual. Yeah, I can get aroused and a boner from my fantasies, but in real life unless I somehow bonded with a girl, I can't get excited. And after last night, I learned I can use it to my advantage. But that may be difficult, considering my introverted part of my personality, but I'm fortunately a very patient man, so I'll know when the time comes. Keep in mind I have no romantic attraction towards anybody, whatsoever, so if you say that I'm an aromantic demiheterosexual, you are probably right.