Detailed 1-90 day report (*complete 90day reboot* with charts&stats)

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by delightful, Sep 4, 2013.

  1. Re: Detailed 1-90 day report (**NEW 50 day** report with charts&stats)

    HAHAHAHAHHAHA! Dude loved this, made me laugh out loud
     
  2. Invictuscreed

    Invictuscreed Life is short; don't waste it

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    Keep up the good work delightful. I have tons of respect for you for having come this far. Next thing you know, your withdrawals will be gone! Who knows, maybe you will become so happy that instead of hating the wrecking ball song, you will be its number one fan ;)
     
  3. delightful

    delightful New Member

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    Lmao! U guys...that's why I do this..

    Day 70

    Confidence: 6/10
    Happiness: 5/10
    Urge: 0/10

    Livin alright but like a monk. Seriously my libido is gone. I frequently contemplate quitting this site so you guys don't have to witness my decent into castration...

    'It' doesn't work and I have zero urge to try.

    Sucks.

    Oh well.

    I'm on vacay and Sunday night you guys get my 70day report - I can't wait to see
     
  4. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

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    I eagerly await the 70 day report, you delightful bastard!

    I'm getting a 'real calm before the storm' vibe from your posts of late. In this case, I think your storm will be one of rapid growth, cocoon-to-butterfly style. But instead of butterflies, I'm thinking Thunder-cougar-falconbirds
     
  5. Invictuscreed

    Invictuscreed Life is short; don't waste it

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    Thunder-cougar-falconbirds...

    [​IMG]

    so awesome lol
     
  6. delightful

    delightful New Member

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    Yessss I certainly hope I blossom into a thunder cougar falconbird. I hope I can breathe fire too. Kaw motherfuckers.


    Day 71

    Confidence: 6/10
    Happiness: 6/10
    Urge: 0/10

    Boom day 71. Lez go.
    At least we've bounced a tad from my zero.
    I have been drinking swimming pools of booze as of late. No working out, nothing healthy, just a constant supply of alcohol.
    Can you guess where I'm writing this from???
    Idk..some random bar restaurant in San Diego.

    Still waiting on my fucking dragons..
     
  7. Invictuscreed

    Invictuscreed Life is short; don't waste it

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    Play it careful dude. Without a healthy source of dopamine, you're just asking for trouble. Although I am kind of a hypocrite for saying that, lol.
     
  8. delightful

    delightful New Member

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    Yes my friend Invictus.
    Maybe I'm drowning negative emotions in booze. Maybe it's just because I'm on vacation and have been for the past like 3 weeks or whatever.

    Who knows.

    Deep down, between you fuckers on This site and I (jk I love u guys) I'm sad. I know it and acknowledge this sadness emotions presence.
    An intolerable amount of sadness which ceaselessly nips at my subconscious has been plaguing me.

    Whatever. Cheers!
     
  9. aloopinfiasco

    aloopinfiasco New Member

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    At times we like our sadness, because it's known, because unlike happiness, it can be never-ending, because it's comfortable. I'm not saying these are your reasons, these are the ones I'm guilty of for being sad. But just like PMO, we all reach a certain point where we tire of this sadness and then attract the happiness we know we deserve, whether that be from internal or external influences or both. It'll happen man, and at some level, you already know that. Keep it up!
     
  10. Re: Detailed 1-90 day report (**NEW 50 day** report with charts&stats)

    Hey man, glad to see the continuing opening up of your emotions. That subconcious sad thing is something I can relate too. I mean it's been suppressed for so long it's hard to give in and admit it, but it's good when the walls fall down. Reading that made me sad too. Like I really just need a hug right now, and I have no one to give it to me :(
     
  11. Stopper

    Stopper IT'S OVER!!!

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    [​IMG]
     
  12. Re: Detailed 1-90 day report (**NEW 50 day** report with charts&stats)

    Awwww stopper thank you. :) :) :) that made me feel better.
     
  13. delightful

    delightful New Member

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    Big digital hug Mr. Gettingbetter!!

    Day 72:

    Confidence: 5/10
    Happiness: 6/10
    Urge: 1/10

    I'm writing this on my plane before I leave for home. No! I don't want to go to work and back to crappy weather!
    2012girl texted me last night at like 1-2am, we had a few back and forth and then I stopped texting. This morning she responded "lol" twice and then ignored my "what's up"

    I also friend requested a Nigerian scammer on fb and have been having a back and forth with him "pretending to be a girl" for some laughs.

    When I get home you fellas get the 70day report! I'm very interested to see the results!
     
  14. delightful

    delightful New Member

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    70 day report

    YEAH, look how far I've made it! flying dragons and shit around while raining hell fire down on everyone. Wheres my marshmallows?
    The last 20 days have held immense fluctuations. I have felt the lowest I've felt in a long time which was hard for me to deal with. I coped by drinking. I can only hope these will start dissipating.

    Lets take a looksie at the charts, shall we?

    Confidence

    AVERAGE SCORE: 6.3/10

    Confidence is high(ish) but its been kind of high. I still think it can be higher.

    [​IMG]

    Look at the 'quiet' period followed by explosive volatility. Wonder what that is due to?


    Happiness

    AVERAGE SCORE: 4.74/10

    Happiness has not been something I would characterize this period by. No. I've felt such sadness, such emptiness.

    [​IMG]

    It looks like spot on day 60 these down feelings started occurring.

    Libido

    AVERAGE SCORE: .98/10

    Today I found myself feeling 'over' porn. I feel like I have moved on, my brain no longer craves it and is starting to crave real women - It is still a LONG way from where it should be.

    [​IMG]

    Is it just my imagination or is libido starting to find itself? is it slowly creeping up? All I know is I routinely find myself not wanting to post here for fear of my public castration. Oh well. We shall see.


    Overall

    AVERAGE SCORE: 4.02/10

    4.02? the fuck? Thats far from acceptable. I hope by march I can be posting solid 7s. That is my personal goal

    [​IMG]



    I cant guarantee the success of nofap after my 110 day study, but god willing, I shall finish this study for all of us to witness..

    Let me know your thoughts, and ideas on this fresh set of data. Next round of data comin on the illustrious 90day..
     
  15. Apeman

    Apeman It means you're a baboon... And I'm not

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    You made me laugh. Cheers!
     
  16. delightful

    delightful New Member

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    Lmao, thanks Apegentleman

    Day 74

    Confidence: 8.5/10
    Happiness: 7/10
    Urge: .5/10

    These seem like high stats but it feels "normal" to me.
    I had to rate confidence high because I'm sticking up for myself more
    I also get angry very fast now.
    Yesterday my mom called me after I picked up pizza and asked me to pick her up a coke. I hung up on her and was thinking "what the FUCK? I have shit to do you effing...!!!!! don't bother me with this shit". I wanted to rip her head off. I bummed a cigarette from some dude at the 7/11 to calm me down. It worked.

    Today this bitchy receptionist was printing out some paperwork I needed. She said "okay, you need 4 more of these so go print them out" I looked at her with a "are you serious bitch?" Look. I was like "why cant you just print me off 4 more? You have the page already up?" I went back to my desk and it took me like 20mins to find the docs on our system and print the rest. I wrote an email informing her that it would be helpful for she to not waste my time next time and simply print the extra pages.
    She printed my email and told my boss on me. I was told I need to manage myself with people better "there's 50 people here and you can't say things like that to people. I need to be diplomatic"
     
  17. Invictuscreed

    Invictuscreed Life is short; don't waste it

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    Haha, reading that last part made me feel angry too. There is always at least one loser at the workplace.
     
  18. delightful

    delightful New Member

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    It was suggested I go apologize. Lmfao, I said sorry and she had a smug look on her face, as if she'd just won a fucking medal by cheating.
     
  19. Stopper

    Stopper IT'S OVER!!!

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    bhahaha ridiculous...next time keep your chin up high bro. Don't even send an e-mail or let her know you're angry, just smile and act like it doesn't affect you. She probably had a bad day or just hates her job and she's projecting it not just on you, but on other people as well. It's quick to take things like this personal when really she's just projecting how she feels inside. These people need a smile. But I understand your frustration, shit like that is so annoying! But really, how fun is it being a receptionist?
     
  20. delightful

    delightful New Member

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    Dude, exactly!! This particular receptionist makes like 90k a year - the least she can do is her job.
     

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